Life at times gives us more on our plate than we can handle and somehow it feels that almost everything around you is just falling apart and you just watching it...
Past few months have been like a roller coaster ride and thinking back I am unable to figure out how much more worse could it be.....
Professionally things couldn't have been better...but on the personal front its just not happening...
Traveling to the client site in US twice in a span of 3 months would be considered quite a good thing.. I know there are people around me envious of this but then why am I not happy??
Why the pain and guilt of leaving my son and hubby back home so bad?? If I think logically its just another month, 28 days to be precise but why does each and every moment so long to pass???There is so much work that I can barely get time to breathe but then why I feel that void that emptiness....
Does one really forget one own self once you have baby so much that whatever time is spent apart it nearly kill you....Then too time is a great thing it goes on at its own pace....Either you are happy or sad it never stops............
Each mother who leaves her baby behind must feel the same pinch... each smile she misses eats into her.... then why do we do that??? What compels us to do so??
I am just so confused and unable to figure out whats right whats wrong...
My mom takes care of my baby while I am here in US working... She told me today that he has become irritable, maybe thats the way he is saying bring my mom back.. or mom I miss u.........
Why do we want to work? why is our own independence so important???
At times i regret working but then I am unable to find the strength to quit............
Saturday, August 23, 2008
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